To find out how I got here Read part 1
HOW TO TRUST?
Trust is a tricky thing. It really is about trusting one’s self to have the capacity to go through whatever presents itself safely. In this moment, my trust wavered. I’ve messed myself up before, taken a wrong path that took years to correct. I have diverted and abused myself along the way due to emptiness inside. In that hesitation the experience receded. Was that it? Did I make it go away? Would I ever experience this again?
Answers don’t necessarily come easily or immediately. Sadness sat within me, feeling disconnected from what I had experienced yesterday. Instead of wallowing in it, I asked myself “What is it that I want?” I have found this to be a powerful practice. Often times we just go along with what is presented to us. Sometimes, in early years we learn to stuff it in because many of our wants get ignored or dismissed. So why bother wanting something? Asking myself in moments of not knowing what to do with my life, has opened me to new possibilities and being in the flow.
I want more than just the experience of the physical level of life. I want to experience more of what is beyond. I want it to be more present in my life, on every level of existence. I want to know more about all of existence. I want to know what is the truth of me!
OPENING UP
Answers started flowing:
“You will always be cared for. You will always have what you need. Don’t compare yourself to others. You are not here to prove that the human is capable. You’re not here to reach for the stars. You are from the stars. You are here to bring the stars, the cosmos to the ones who want and need to find their path again. You are here to bring hope and support, to bring them back to ‘home’ where they can grow into the abundance of who they are from within themselves.”
I wondered what was meant by ‘home’. “Home is where we are held in wholeness and can grow & mature into the wholeness of being and the brilliance of the origins of the cosmos.”
With such experiences it can feel challenging to be human and to be in this human life. There’s so much heaviness, pain and struggle here. I want more lightness of being. I am becoming even more of something else and I know I need more of that ‘something else’ to be whole.
I have stepped through the portal.
THE JOURNEY CONTINUES
There is a process for moving up on the journey. First there is a build up heralding the momentum. Sign posts are made visible if we pay attention. We may not pick up on these in the moment. In this portal experience, it was the drawings of the portal. Seeing the portal in my inner vision was the confirmation. There were other less visible indications. I now realize what they were pointing to.
As we near the transition, distortions and patterns that are in the way get activated. Choosing to go through these and release them lightens the load bring us closer to destination. Once the portal is navigated and crossed, more patterns will reveal themselves. To ignore these would mean not ascending into the next level. You could stay right where you have landed or get pulled back down.
I know this is part of the ‘initiation’ to reigniting that moment of exchange with my ‘star family’ and maintaining the liveliness of the experience. Through this experience, I know where I am head, in this life and beyond. I know within me where I will go when I leave this physical body and this physical life time.
This is just the beginning!
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