This is my little geranium buddy. It’s been taking a beating and it shows, even with all the dead eaten leaves pulled off. As I cleaned off the two caterpillars and their trail, I realized it’s mirroring what’s happened to me. Just like me, it’s gone through an NDE experience and landed back in this life.
Premonition
2 years ago, an image pop into my head. It was 2 lifelines that intersect. I knew that both pertained to me. One was the one my life would have continued on and the other was the one I had set into motion by engaging in that deep inner cleaning process. I had a clear sense that had I continued on the old one, my life would be coming to an end about then. At the time, I assumed I was at that crossroads and that I was moving forward on the new line. Not so. This only just happened.
What lead up to it
Recently, some life situations prompted me to go stay at the family apartment just down the street from my aging mother. I really didn’t want to do this and be that close to her after having lived on the other side of the planet from her for most of my adult life. I resisted and I also knew I needed to do this to clear out a lot of family patterns and dynamics that have plagued me and the family line for some generations.
I’ve been here since end of April, finding my way around new routines and the new work availability schedule and all. I was feeling fine and moving as best possible through the dynamics stuff. My sister came through lighting up more patterns to be done with. I noticed my urine had an odor in the morning. This is indicative of clearing out toxins, pathogens. After my sister left, my left shoulder started aching.
My whole left arm, including shoulder and neck, has been problematic for some years. I had given up doing more massage, accupuncture or whatever on it, because those where providing only temporary results. The pulling in that arm was a bit annoying. I could also feel the impact of human level frequencies coming into my system and pushing from the right side all the way into the left. One aspect of the right-left sides is that left connects up to spirit level and right side to the human level. I was also aware of other layers impacting the left side. These would clear, I’d come into a deeper alignment with my pure essence and bit by bit the neck straightened out. My left shoulder was part of that shifting.
How it unfolded
My brother came and a few days later his wife and her sister. More dynamics showed up for me to move beyond. The shoulder thing kind of came and went, without clearing for good. Then, that crossing point where the timeline intersect hit me. Everybody had just left to go to the restaurant and I was just sitting watching tv. I started to balance some energy points to help move the energy in my abdomen down. It felt like a balloon on the left side.
I suddenly started to get cold and I got a blanket. Then, I got icy cold and started to shake uncontrollably. I managed to turn off the tv and crawl under the covers fully dressed to warm up. I wasn’t feeling well at all but was clueless as to why. What the hell was going on?!? I had never experienced anything like this before, ever! Pulling the covers over my head, I closed my door and went to sleep.
I slept mostly through the night and was fine in the morning, so I figured it had passed. But the next night it hit me again – the same symptoms at the same time. This time, as soon as I noticed I was getting cold, I got under the covers. I was clueless as to what was going on. I also started to have a cough – at night and in the morning. The thought of dying came up.
Not Going with Resistance
Instead of resisting it, I just said fine, maybe it’s my time to go now and that’s all right. Let’s just make it quick and easy. Checking in with a friend, she said she saw my family standing to one side calling me over to join them and she felt I had passed the test. That made sense, but decided I had been going over to their side my whole life. This time, they needed to come to my side.
Each consecutive night seem to bring on more of the same. What was I dealing with – cancer, heart, lungs, kidney shut down? The night after my brother and his family left, I couldn’t fall asleep and I noticed I was afraid to go to sleep. I pulled myself into my physical body as much as I could and got very clear on the physical boundary of me. I managed to go to sleep but woke up later in the night. Dead people were all around me so thick it was like they had replaced the air. I managed to stay in my physical space (body very tightly and could see my cells clearing out brown goo.
Where does it go from here?
I was making my way through it. I had managed to hold my own so far and had surrendered to whatever my fate might be. The question was, would I actually continue living?
Read Part 2 for the ending and insights gained!
Link to part 2 of the article: Anatomy of an NDE Part 2
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