Some NDE’s seem to take only moments, minutes to go through. The follow up can take longer. My conscious experience of the process took days. I had to do a life review now. Here’s the rest of the story. Part 1 is here: Anatomy of an NDE Part 1
Life Review Time
It dawned on me at the start of the weekend how unhappy I had been for some time. A question came to mind that I started to ponder: What makes me happy in life? When do I feel happy? Nature, being in nature popped up pretty quickly but that was it. After more than a day, something else popped up. Going in the space, the space where the physical and non-physical intermingle, the space I am in when I do my work. That makes me happy. I also got nudged from within to take frankincense essential oil.
That evening while meditating, I expanded more than I ever have. I was glowing, gold, clear, expansive, and radiating as the brilliance of my spirit. It was amazing!
Two nights later, I woke up with heart attack symptoms – sharpness in the chess, tightness in the left arm, and difficulty breathing. I could feel a thick dense energy over my left side. I sat up and started working to clear it. Early morning, as I continued clearing myself, I felt my father on my left. I could feel him and see him. I asked him to take my mother, to help her transition (she’s very challenged in the letting go department). He replied, “But she can’t see me”. I replied that it was ok because I could. I had a sense of his father too, and just focused on staying centered in my body and shifting the energetics. My dad was doing his best to guide me in the right direction
Each day things got progressively better. I made some minor shifts in diet and supplements to support my body cleaning out. My shoulder and everything else is getting better. I know there is more around the chest to clear out. It could be waiting for my mom’s transition in order to release completely.
The Release of Family Patterning
My dad died of cancer and his father had a heart attack. My other grandfather died of emphysema and my dad had had kidney issues at one time. We all carry genetic patterning, but it doesn’t have to take us down. We can reach a point of awakening and higher consciousness to be able to decide to take a different route. One could even argue that we can only move higher in our vibrational level if we release family patterning, along with the residual imprint left on us from previous experiences.
Some people may argue with me, but my sense is that I came close to having this life end at this time. I surrendered and opened up to more and came through it. It wasn’t how people usually describe near-deaths of being ‘medically dead’ before coming back with revelations for themselves and of life. I did it as I tend to do it all, slowly and aware of what is happening at every step of the process.
Still More To Go
An NDE is definitely not a one shot process. We often only hear about the NDE itself and then the results of where it took the person. There’s a lot in between. I’m experiencing a definite unfoldment process taking me step by step of what others may go through in a state of unconsciousness, such as being in a coma or disconnected from physical reality in such a way that their awareness is not registering that part of them or of life. Each day I am facing a new state of being within. Some days it’s clear what I am and what I am here to do. Other days, I sit in the morning moving through what is showing up and, I will admit, wondering what my life is all about. As is said, it’s work in progress.
What it’s really about
So what is an NDE all about? It is about coming to a point in your life where something has to shift or it doesn’t continue. There’s a surrender and an opening up to something bigger than the human experience. There’s an evaluation of what has come up to the point and of making a choice in some way for more, for different, for better. It asks for, and I would even say demands, that the choice be one’s own, fully and completely, with a willingness to let it all go, with no strings attached.
My little geranium is sprouting new leaves and I notice there’s a shoot pushing through the dirt. When we are ready for more, and willing to step up for ourselves, our spirit and the universe will make the way.
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